me & you...

love,
day by day things are getting so hard between us.
everyday,every night without fail,we will always fight..
what is happening to us baby?
Will it be a good or a bad sign for our future~?
*huge sigh*

My mind is saturated with thoughts of us
dear,
sometimes i feel like we're gonna fall apart
cause the way our love is bringing us,
feels like as though we're coming to the end of the journey of this love)";
everything is not ok between us anymore
there will always be things that we will fight about

the reason why we are still here together is because of our patience
baby what if one day, we lost our patient between each other?
have you ever think of that...
we've always been looking on the bright side and always depending on time
we cannot wait anymore love
we have to do something~

Do you think we can make it till the end?
you must consider the family problem thingy also....
sigh
this is so hard for me seyy
sometimes i feel that what you said might be true
why did we choose to go this way?
why are we so daring enough to challenge ourselves to do this?
we didnt think of the consequences that we will face & we just went on with this love....
at this point of time,with all the things that we've been through,
its so hard for me to even think of losing you~
i cant even bear to see you taking a step away from me
i love you with all my heart malik

tell me what can we do to save this relationship?
this feeling is killing me
killing my heart, my soul, my mind, my everything....
when will i have peace again in my heart
i may seem happy when im with you but you nvr realise that my heart is always crying on the inside

you weakened my heart by keeping things from me
i always want to be there for you but you just seem to hide it from me instead of sharing it with me
you shettered my heart like a hurricane
baby i swear since the day we last met,
i already started to lose hope and faith on you
i feel like u cant see the efforts that ive put in to help you and save this love
i tried so much to change
and what you return me with are your complaints and you even blame almost everything on me


think about this..
what if one day,
i give up with handling your responsibilities...?
what will you do..?
do you think you can make it through...?
i still remember you said
"i ade mole on my shoulder, tu maknenye i pikul pengorbanan orang"
sorry baby,
but i think u hadnt proof me wrong,
i still think that u need to be someone more responsible
i dnt want to put stress all over you dear but u really need to realise all these
by all means, i dont wanna hurt you baby
till now,im trying very hard to lighten your burden....
i know you got ur own problems and i have mine too
sorry if all this while ive been adding up problems to you
i swear i wont add up to your burden anymore
i wont depend on you anymore
i will do everything on my own
i tknk susahkan you anymore
sigh
what more can i do to make things better between us......
im all out of love now.....


i miss those happy times between us...
just look how happy we used to be baby..
i dont see that in us anymore)";