The best for us.

things have gotten really hectic for us now baby
everything is all over the place
right now our hearts are teared into broken pieces
mama has put us in a critical condition
and love,
it is ever so hard for me to deal with this problem now
i love both mama and you so much but i know i have to choose only one

baby i know this is not fair for us
we've been through so many things together
despite those obstacles that we've been through,
we managed to pull our hearts together and stayed strong with each other
sayang i can say that im proud with this love
because we really had gone through thick and thin together
if u would recall back all those hard times that we had gone through....
we were really strong baby
that is why we are still here together
it makes me cry to miss you
it makes me cry to think of you
all those moments with you,be it happy and sad ones
i still treasure it deep inside my hear dear
i appreciate every step that you have take to bring my heart alive
sayang, in this love we had carried a lot of heavy responsibilities together
everything that is a part of me is also a part of you

ive always loved you with all my heart
no matter how harsh u might treat me at times,
i was still there standing strong by you.
trying my very best to help you change is always a challenge for me baby
until now i still fail to save you
but baby i swear i did and i gave my very best to help you
all the hurts that you have caused me have brought about learning points for me to benefit from
you made me brave and strong enough to go through all those painful times with you
ive learnt to love each and every part of your life
you made me independent enough to make decisions for us
and to make sure that everythingg between us will always be ok
im proud to be this someone that i am now
and baby im really proud of you
even though u have not changed fully
but ive seen you trying ur very best to change just for me
i love you malik
dear,always remember this,
whatever that i have done for you all this while
is not for me,
its for your own benefit
whatever that i have thought and advised you,
i hope you will always remember it in your heart

dearest love of my life,
you have been the greatest one for me~
i wont forget all those memories with you
i wont forget everythg that we have did together
be it the sweet romance that we shared
be it the fuss and fights
and be it the joy and happiness that we've been through
everything will always stay inside my heart for always sayang


baby i know its really hard for us accept the fact that we cant be together
but we know that we cant run away from this
a fact can never be changed
i cant bear to lose you
and i neither cant bear to see the breaking bonds between mama and me
even after typing all these i still cant get over the truth
im still in love with only you malik..
but we have to go on our separate ways by force
we have to do this
and we have to learn to accept this fact sayang
making this decision will definitely bring deep pain to our hearts
my decision have froze my heart
my heart feels like its being slashed endlessly
i could feel my sorrow crying hard for our love
my soul is never in peace to know that there is no longer me and you
only god knows how much pain we're going through baby)";


honey,
we still have to be strong)";
we need to put aside our hard feelings that we are having now.
we need strength to move on and keeping these hard feelings wont do any help baby
everyone have to go through this in life
but we must remember that this hurt shouldnt take us down but make us stronger at heart
it is fact that every pain wont last forever
one day god will heal our hearts baby
i know after this life wouldnt be the same without this love anymore))";
we just gotta be strong love)"";
im already missing you so much
but we have to hide ourselves from all this for us to move on~

dear,
anggaplah cinta kita sebagai contoh yang terindah untuk kita tempuhi segala rintahan yang kita akan lalui dengan whoever the new love would be))";
sayang its hard for me to accept this sey)':
but we really cant be together anymore~
tuhanku yang amat berkuasa dan amat menyayangi,
tolonglah berikan kami kekuatan dan ketenangan semoga kami dpt teruskan perjalanan hidup kami dengan hati yang rela~
baby after everything that we've been through together i hope you will grow stronger inside out.
dekatkan lah hatimu dengan tuhan sayang
i harap satu hari i will see you changed into a far better person
sayang,please dont ever give up in life.
We just have to move on and think far for our own future.
I dont wanna see you fall in life again dear.
one last thing that i will need from you baby,
i want to see you move on and have a fruitful life sayangku~
thank you so much for everything that you have done and sacrificed for me.
i hope to see you again.
May god bless you always.
And dearest,
i hope you can accept me as your friend....
)"";


With lots of love,
Anna.
Annalik,281209(always remembered)
i still love you))))";
take care always,
be it in the inside or the outside.
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